[Her arms are around him too. Holding him has become a habit whenever she sees him. Like this, she can see his face and read his every expression.]
I knew nothing about Heaven when we met. I dunked you into the foot bath! I thought I was using you most of the time, but imagining going anywhere without you made me feel funny.
[Like part of her was empty.]
I wanted your attention. I didn't even care who I upset! When you teased me, I was happy. But when you thought I was playing dumb to...to flirt?...I wasn't. I really didn't know I was a girl.
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Date: 2022-11-16 06:27 am (UTC)I knew nothing about Heaven when we met. I dunked you into the foot bath! I thought I was using you most of the time, but imagining going anywhere without you made me feel funny.
[Like part of her was empty.]
I wanted your attention. I didn't even care who I upset! When you teased me, I was happy. But when you thought I was playing dumb to...to flirt?...I wasn't. I really didn't know I was a girl.